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I’m less then 24 hours away to board a flight to Aussie and study and I’m terrified. I’m terrified of not being able to understand the lifestyle and the routes to get places and all of that. I’m traveling with my mom for the first 10 days but I’m leaving behind the one thing I can’t bear to part with.

My love.

It bothers me so much that he doesn’t wanna stay with me when my family arrives till I leave. I wanna see his face so badly before he leaves and I wanna hug him and give him a kiss. That last kiss. I wanna do and say so many things but I just can’t compose myself enough to say those things, so I’m just gonna tumble and pray to his you read this.

- papa bear, I love you beyond words. I need you to be a big big boy and take good care of yourself. I need you to eat as much as you eat now :) and drink as many F&Ns as you like. The green one! :) I need you to drive safely when you come to and fro from work. I need you to spend quality time with your friends that can keep you mind off things. Go out. Have plenty of fun. At the end of it all, I need you to not get drunk and come home safe. I need you to sleep well, work smart and handle your issues like a boss. I need you to think of me ads and when you can cuz ill think of you all the time. I need you to smile everyday twice! Once for me, once for you. :) you’re my world and there’s alot more that I can’t express to you. But I need you to stay happy and cheerful and await my arrival cuz I can’t wait to see you after again. I love you papa. It would mean so much if you stayed on.

Nothing else to say. I love you.